Tuesday, June 13, 2023

HERE'S TO THE MEMORIES

Friday, April 29, 2011

Here’s to the memories

Here’s to the memories
Some good, some bad
Here’s to the memories
Of loves we never had
Here’s to the good times
Of memories left in the dark
Here’s to the bad times
Of memories that left there marks
Here’s to you, here’s to me
                                                    Here’s to all we thought we would be



Monday, January 16, 2023

A I don O U (aeiou)



I am what's  left from the lesser  heart of lose or shall i say Lou's. Even claiming this fact has made me still choose the only soul a empty hole will ever know as  the first Lie that was really True. "It must Be Nice lyfe       still my sinless sin wonders why it is still the season for desire. I was the one whom led Death to Decieve, "And he did accomplish this for I had put it upon his soul to do so."  And to Seers of this bY- O Life was so very amazed when it was He (Death) that sinful sin saved " A, i don't Owe You  hopefuly both will always know it  for meandyou

pieces of a dream

pieces of a dream


this morning i woke up with only pieces of  a dream,
with this feeling of extacy that, what could this mean.
the very thought of that joy, that evades me doing day light,
slipped it way into my soul for only one night.
i still can feel the love in his tone, why did it only last until the dawn.
could it have be and angle for heaven above,
i not really certaing what i concieved was lust,

no love i've ever had, has made me feel that way.
only forbidden thoughts of love has ever led  me astray
this morning i woke up with only pieces of a dream

kNOW DON'T THINK









HURTS' SO SAD
PAIN AN'T NO BETTER
SORROWS' OVER THERE LOCKED IN A JAIL




CARING FEELING THE SHAME OF "I JUST GOT F**KED
NOW HE TURNING TO CARELESS, THINKING ITS BETTER LUCK





MESORY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT "WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN"
AGONY LYING UNDERGOUND RESTLESS, HE CONFLICT RUNNING FROM THE TRUTH, 
TRUST JUST DECEIED TO BREAK HIS OWN GOLDER RULES




 

SOULS CAN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN A BLESSING OR A SIN, SO HE SOLD HIS GRACE FOR A SHINNY RED PENNY
FEAR HAS GOTTEN SO BOLD HE SERVERS A GOD NOW THATS IS SILVER AND GOLD






 

Tuesday, July 5, 2022

THE BATTLE


WHEN YAHWEH SPOKE TO ME, WHEN I SAW HIS NAME SPELLED OUT IN BLOOD,THE POUNDING IN MY HEART SEPARATED BLOOD FROM INK AND INK FROM BLOOD,AND YAHWEH SAID TO ME "KNOW YOUR SOUL'S NAME IS BLOOD AND INK IS THE NAME OF YOUR SPIRIT. YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER LONGED WITH ALL THEIR HEARTS TO HERE YOUR MY NAME AND THE TITLE GIVEN TO EVERY GENERATION." WHEN I HEARD THE CLEAR DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MY SPIRIT AND MY SOUL, I WAS FILLED WITH GREAT JOY,THEN I KNEW MY SOUL TOOK THE HILLSIDE UNDER ITS OWN COLORS; IN THE MIRROR RED AS BLOOD,AND THAT MY SPIRIT STOOD ITS GROUND IN THE MIRROR THAT IS BLACK AS INK, AND THAT THERE RAGED A FEROCIOUS WAR IN MY HEART BETWEEN BLOOD AND INK.THE BLOOD WAS OF THE AIR AND THE INK OF THE EARTH AND THE INK DEFEATED THE BLOOD.AND THE SABBATH OVERCAME ALL THE DAYS OF THE WEEK. {ABRAHAM ABULAFIA C.1250}

Sunday, June 5, 2022

Saddest Thoughts from Now back to Then are the Words lost From "And In The Beginning"

once we've obtained the desire to embrace the sounds of WORDS that had been with held from us in this foreign land, the  next obstacle was to understand the meaning of  these words, now i know that the only way that we would have to accomplish this task was to trust and believe the ones that would be teaching us,
before we could make it to the second grade we were force to close the only little Black School in our community to attend another school of their choosing.
We're taught to read with books such as Sally, Dick, and Jane ,Go Spot Go.
and then their came the King James Version of the Holy Bible the only bible that my mother would let us study, about  God or maybe the Watch Tower every now and then.
At the end of the book of Revelations it is written that "who so ever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share from the tree of life and in the holy city that are described in this book  
Now i will explain to those whom believe that  my faith isn't pagan and/or sinful.  the Bilble that were forced to read and study from, authored by the the judge whom accursed  Moses of being a soccer's, referring to the miracles he had performed in the name of Jesus Christ. This author was also the author of the first bible of demonology. We were instilled with the imprint of Knowledge that every Being holds Power of Free Will and with that Power  has the ability to pass down  the knowledge of our Own God
thus   when you question this book that is a unforgivable sin.

  1. any words that were sent down by God  be written and bond as a holy manuscript  to guide and comfort any one  that should need, want or desire the guidance and comfort from God. Should  be offered not force upon anyone choosing not to except this offer of guidance. 

  2. we were taught that in the English rule of grammar (and there are lots of them) you never Begin a sentence with the word "and"  this may not bother the masses but it confused me and when i came across a European we discuss religion and i pose the question of why is it that the KJV of this book start off breaking rules that they had set in place for us to follow and guide us to a better exist. She smiled and said to me your have the wrong book.

  3. in Genesis the first chapter reads that in the beginning God created heaven and earth ....and in the second chapter of Genesis it reads and when the Lord God made earth and heaven..... now which is it is it both or Thu my understanding and interpretation of these words there were two one created and one made, and what is the difference between creating and making. one is a original and the other is a copy of the original but opposite, its like and image reflecting its self back from a mirror and the I catches you staring at yourself  every now and then.

  4. why was the last passages put into this book "who so ever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book" was it to keep us from missing out on blessing, or was it to take away from blessing that had already been promise to us, a promise made by Any God should be kept, and if there are any stipulations in the conditions in trusting and believing in his words they should be put at the Beginning of this book not at the end after you have question the thing you have read. but perhaps the KJV knew forehand that, that was exactly what we would do Its called Bible Study, studying is to break it down and interpret what was meant thur the writing of the WORDS.


Thursday, May 26, 2022

No Sad Good-Byes





NO SAD GOOD BYES                 




    THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD MEMORIES
OR TEARS WITHIN YOUR EYES
NO CRYING, WISHING I WERE HERE
NO PAIN LOCKED DEEP INSIDE
THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD SONGS
NOR LONG SAD GOOD-BYES
NO LONGING FOR THE YESTERYEARS
TO KEEP ME HERE ALIVE
THERE MUST NOT BE ANY BLAME
WHEN I AM CALLED AWAY
FOR I GO TO A BETTER PLACE
TO WAIT FOR YOU SOME DAY
THESE THINGS I ASK OF YOU
IS MY FINAL WISH
REMEMBER ME WITH HAPPY THOUGHTS
AND I SHALL NOT BE MISSED
BONNIE GAIL ALLISON 9.1.1992

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