THE BATTLE

WHEN YAHWEH SPOKE TO ME, WHEN I SAW HIS NAME SPELLED OUT IN BLOOD,THE POUNDING IN MY HEART SEPARATED BLOOD FROM INK AND INK FROM BLOOD,AND YAHWEH SAID TO ME "KNOW YOUR SOUL'S NAME IS BLOOD AND INK IS THE NAME OF YOUR SPIRIT. YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER LONGED WITH ALL THEIR HEARTS TO HERE YOUR MY NAME AND THE TITLE GIVEN TO EVERY GENERATION." WHEN I HEARD THE CLEAR DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MY SPIRIT AND MY SOUL, I WAS FILLED WITH GREAT JOY,THEN I KNEW MY SOUL TOOK THE HILLSIDE UNDER ITS OWN COLORS; IN THE MIRROR RED AS BLOOD,AND THAT MY SPIRIT STOOD ITS GROUND IN THE MIRROR THAT IS BLACK AS INK, AND THAT THERE RAGED A FEROCIOUS WAR IN MY HEART BETWEEN BLOOD AND INK.THE BLOOD WAS OF THE AIR AND THE INK OF THE EARTH AND THE INK DEFEATED THE BLOOD.AND THE SABBATH OVERCAME ALL THE DAYS OF THE WEEK. {ABRAHAM ABULAFIA C.1250}

Saddest Thoughts from Now back to Then are the Words lost From "And In The Beginning"

once we've obtained the desire to embrace the sounds of WORDS that had been with held from us in this foreign land, the  next obstacle was to understand the meaning of  these words, now i know that the only way that we would have to accomplish this task was to trust and believe the ones that would be teaching us,
before we could make it to the second grade we were force to close the only little Black School in our community to attend another school of their choosing.
We're taught to read with books such as Sally, Dick, and Jane ,Go Spot Go.
and then their came the King James Version of the Holy Bible the only bible that my mother would let us study, about  God or maybe the Watch Tower every now and then.
At the end of the book of Revelations it is written that "who so ever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share from the tree of life and in the holy city that are described in this book  

Now i will explain to those whom believe that  my faith isn't pagan and/or sinful.  the Bilble that were forced to read and study from, authored by the the judge whom accursed  Moses of being a soccer's, referring to the miracles he had performed in the name of Jesus Christ. This author was also the author of the first bible of demonology. We were instilled with the imprint of Knowledge that every Being holds Power of Free Will and with that Power  has the ability to pass down  the knowledge of our Own God
thus   when you question this book that is a unforgivable sin.

1. any words that were sent down by God  be written and bond as a holy manuscript  to guide and comfort any one  that should need, want or desire the guidance and comfort from God. Should  be offered not force upon anyone choosing not to except this offer of guidance. 


2. we were taught that in the English rule of grammar (and there are lots of them) you never Begin a sentence with the word "and"  this may not bother the masses but it confused me and when i came across a European we discuss religion and i pose the question of why is it that the KJV of this book start off breaking rules that they had set in place for us to follow and guide us to a better exist. She smiled and said to me your have the wrong book.


3. in Genesis the first chapter reads that in the beginning God created heaven and earth ....and in the second chapter of Genesis it reads and when the Lord God made earth and heaven..... now which is it is it both or Thu my understanding and interpretation of these words there were two one created and one made, and what is the difference between creating and making. one is a original and the other is a copy of the original but opposite, its like and image reflecting its self back from a mirror and the I catches you staring at yourself  every now and then.


4. why was the last passages put into this book "who so ever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book" was it to keep us from missing out on blessing, or was it to take away from blessing that had already been promise to us, a promise made by Any God should be kept, and if there are any stipulations in the conditions in trusting and believing in his words they should be put at the Beginning of this book not at the end after you have question the thing you have read. but perhaps the KJV knew forehand that, that was exactly what we would do Its called Bible Study, studying is to break it down and interpret what was meant thur the writing of the WORDS.

No Sad Good-Byes

NO SAD GOOD BYES                 

    THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD MEMORIES

OR TEARS WITHIN YOUR EYES

NO CRYING, WISHING I WERE HERE

NO PAIN LOCKED DEEP INSIDE

THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD SONGS

NOR LONG SAD GOOD-BYES

NO LONGING FOR THE YESTERYEARS

TO KEEP ME HERE ALIVE

THERE MUST NOT BE ANY BLAME

WHEN I AM CALLED AWAY

FOR I GO TO A BETTER PLACE

TO WAIT FOR YOU SOME DAY

THESE THINGS I ASK OF YOU

IS MY FINAL WISH

REMEMBER ME WITH HAPPY THOUGHTS

AND I SHALL NOT BE MISSED

BONNIE GAIL ALLISON 9.1.1992

CHANGE

money can deceive it self to believe that a part of it, it does not need. And by doing so that which remains begins to wonder about the CHANGE

By: Bonnie allison

No Sad Good-Byes

REGRETT BECOMES PAIN WHEN WEIGHING ON YOUR HEART

TEARS POUR DOWN LIKE RAIN A WASH WAY THE THINGS JOY KEEP FROM START

MEMORIES SOON FORGET WHAT 

 YOUR SOUL HAD TO PAID  

FOR THE PURE AND SMIPLE REASON

OF A WORDS SPOKE OUT OF  ANGER

TO A LOVED ONE LIVING THIER

LAST GOOD  DAY

                      

THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD MEMORIES

OR TEARS WITHIN YOUR EYES

NO CRYING, WISHING I WERE HERE

NO PAIN LOCKED DEEP INSIDE

THERE MUST NOT BE ANY SAD SONGS

NOR LONG SAD GOOD-BYES

NO LONGING FOR THE YESTERYEARS

TO KEEP ME HERE ALIVE

THERE MUST NOT BE ANY BLAME

WHEN I AM CALLED AWAY

FOR I GO TO A BETTER PLACE

TO WAIT FOR YOU SOME DAY

THESE THINGS I ASK OF YOU

IS MY FINAL WISH

REMEMBER ME WITH HAPPY THOUGHTS

AND I SHALL NOT BE MISSED

BONNIE GAIL ALLISON 9.1.1992

When Knights Fall: EYES CAN FEEL LOVE FADING AWAY WHY DOESN'T LOVE ...

When Knights Fall: EYES CAN FEEL LOVE FADING AWAY WHY DOESN'T LOVE ...:   SOMETIME IT HURTS SO BAD Posted on  February 19, 2022  by  bonnie allison SOMETIMES LOVE ISN’T WHAT IT IS ...

HOW DOES PERFECT BECOMES WRONG

LOVE WAS THE CREATION OF PERFECTION

AND MOST OF US BELIEVED IN THE PROMISE OF IT TO REMAIN THE SAME AND EVEN WHEN HUMAN HEART CHANGE

WE'VE HEARD  STORIES FROM THE BIBLE,  HEARED SOUL FILLED LOVE SONGS, FROM READING BOOKS, AND POEMS

THAT LOVE WON'T HURT YOU,  YHAT LOVE WON'T DECEICIVE YOU, THAT LOVE WON'T EVER LEAVE YOU

BUT IF EACH OF US WERE TO FACE THE TRUTH, THAT LOVE RARELY   WITHSTANDS THE TEST OF TIME 

AND MORE OFTEN THAN NOT IT HURTS US, IT DESSERTS US, AND IT BRINGS CONFUSION INTO OUR LIVES,

 I'VE TIRED SO MANY TIMES TO FIND THE  ANWERS THATS WEIGHED SO HEAVELY  ON MY HEART

IF TWO BUILD A PERFECT LOVE HOW IS IT  THAT ONE CAN TEAR IT  APART

 HOW DOES A LOVE SO RIGHT SUDDLEY GOES TERRIBLY WRONG

I  KNOW YOU CAN NEVER GET A LOVE

 BACK TO WHERE LOVE BEGONE

BECAUSE WHEN THE BOND OF TRUST IS BROKEN, THE HEART NEVER REALLY   OPENS, ITS HARD TO LET THE CHANCE FOR LOVE TO HURT AGAIN

               ITS NEVER THE SAME

ONCE IT ENDS