UNFORGIVING, UNFORGETTING, PAIN

                     SOMETIME IT HURTS SO BAD

                                                    Posted on February 19, 2022 by bonnie allison

                                      SOMETIMES LOVE ISN’T WHAT IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE

SOMETIMES LOVE REFUSES TO LOVE FOOLISH FOOLS

SOMETIMES LOVE TURNS IT BACK ON YOU

SOMETIMES LOVE CHANGES WHAT IT WAS CREATED TO DO

SOMETIMES LOVE TAKES HAPPINESS TO AN EMPTY SPACE

AND LEAVES IT THERE TO LET MISERY AND HATE FILL ITS PLACE

SOMETIMES LOVE DECEIDES TO YOU DECEIVE THE ONES WHO TRULY BELIEVE

SOMETIMES LOVE FOR NOTOTHER REASON THATN JUST BECAUSE IT CAN

CHANGES EVERYTHING YOU EVER TRUST IN AND DEPENDED UP, AND YOU FELL LIKE YOU TRAP

IN QUICKSAND

FILLED WITH CONTANCE DOUBTS AND QUESTIONS OF WHAT YOU ALWAYS KNEW TO BE RIGHT

SOMETIMES LOVE EVEN TURNS FAMILY INTO FOES

JUST TO TEST JUST WHAT  THE F**CK DO YOU KNOW ABOUT

A SIMPLE WORD CALLED

LOVE

SOMETHINGS COME BETWEEN US

            SOMETIME IT H URTS SO BAD

                                                                     on February 19, 2022 by bonnie allison

     

SOMTHINGS HAS COME BETWEEN US 

SOMETHING I CAN'T EXPLAING NOR DO I UNDERSTAND

WHEN YOU HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS SOME HOW THE FEELING ISN'T THE SAME

SOMETHINGS COME BETWEEN US NOTHING RIGHT ANYMORE

I CAN  NO LONGER TRUST YOU WHEN YOU GO OUT THE DOOR

SOMETHINGS DIFFERENT OR IS IT JUST ME

I CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE YOU CAN EVEN SEEM TO SEE

SOMETHINGS IN YOU HUGGES , AND KISSES JUST DOES'T  SEEM THE

 SAME, AND YOU EYES ARE TELLING ME, THAT IM THE ONE TO BLAME

COULD THIS BE HAPPENING TO A LOVE WE VOWED TO  EACH OTHER WAS REAL

THE FEELINGS THAT WE SHARED, TO A LIFE THAT WE'VD BUILT

DO YOU KNOW LONGER LOVE ME IS THERE SOME ONE NEW PLEASE SPARE ME SOME OF THIS PAIN AND JUST LET ME KNOW IF ITS TRUE

I CAN'T HOLD ON TO EMPTY DREAMS PRETENDING THAT ITS OKAY I CAN'T HOLD ON TO UNKEPT PROMISES THAT WE'LL LOVE AGAIN SOMEDAY

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER BUT I CANT GO ON THIS WAY FEELING YOU SLIPPING AWAY MORE AND MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY

SOMETHINGS COME BETWEEN US 

SOMETHING I CAN'T EXPLAIN 

WHEN YOU HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS YOU CALL SOMEONE ELSE'S NAME

I RATHER TURN MY BACK ON AND RUNNING THAT TO STAY AND WATCH YOU, OUR LIFE , OUR LOVE

FADE AWAY