Pieces Of A Dreams

i can recall only two wonderful dreams that i have had during this life time, the first one i want to talk about was a dream i had when i was 33 am 53 now, within the dream i had a feeling of pleasure, untouched happiness, and joy beyond any feeling that i had felt before this feeling pleasure was not of a sexual nature, thou i feel making love should have one feeling, the joy was from a place that i had never before,There was a voice, only a voice no image in this dream, and the only action that took place was myself and that voice laughing, it was a short dream but in that reality it as like eternity, there was only one obstetrical that could be no lies or guilty from lies bought into the dream the voice never relayed this to me but for some reason i never this is what i needed to do for this dream to be. so my heart and souls was emptied of all worries, as the dream ended i could still hear the laughter of that voice, it was intoxicating, contagious.  much like the laughter i had wished for during my childhood.  i didn't want it to end, it felt although there was something missing , something that i had field to accomplish even though it was one of the best dreams i had ever had .When i woke up i got a pen and paper to try and transcript what that dream meant to me, i awoke with only pieces of a dream

this morning i woke up with only pieces of  a dream,

with this feeling of ecstasy, what could this  dream mean.

the very thought of that joy, that evades me doing day light,

slipped it way into my soul for only one night.

i still can feel the love in his tone, why did it only last until the dawn.

could it have been and angle from heaven above,

am not really certain that what i conceived was feelings 0f true love 

no love I've ever had, has made me feel that way.

only forbidden thoughts of love had always led  me astray

this morning i woke up with only pieces of a dream

Morpheus God Of Dreams

As you my no Morpheus is the Greek God of dreams he is also known as the the shape, stemming for the Power to change form in peoples dreams, with the help of his brothers.Thanatos ( Personification of Death), and Phobetor, (Personification of Nightmares)  and appeared in dreams as animals or monsters. His counterpart is Somnia (Insomnia the inability to fall asleep)the four of these entities dwell in the underworld. 

When we in the between realm of sleep there is a micro period of time that these entities has control of The Power Sleep. Morpheus has the ability to mimic any human form and appear as that form in your dream, his true from is that of a spirit (ghost) so he must have the consent of the sleeper to inter into their dream in their from.  once he has that control he then has the power to control you dream, creating at will want he desire, and the ability to travel to and from our realm to his, having  a ghostly spirit still attached to us.

1. "When Jacob rolled the stone off well, 

      other option were closed, 

      My history opened.

      But my voice remained inside, in the hollow echo"

                                                              Hypos 

personification of Sleep

All that i know about Hypnos is that he dwell in a cave in the underworld who's mansion does not see the light of day, neither the sitting of the sun, at the entrance of his mansion are poppies and other hypnotic plants, there is no gate or door for fear  the creaking of the hinges would wake him, a river runs through the cave, this river is know as the River of forgetfulness. There is another river in the under world know as the Stygian this is where the Souls of the Dead hat to cross (Styx)

This is why most people can not recall their dreams, and if your are able to remember it, its never in it entirety or in sequence  our memories of the events that occur while we slumber are rearrange by these entities as to lead us off the path of which we have planned.  when we sleep this is the closet to death that we come without actually dying, so we are on the other side of our lives, the lives that these entities wish to keep us from. if every human would make it across to the other side of our assistance where there is entail bliss, these entities would be trap in the underworld for eternity. these gods are the fallen Celestial ones from the being of time. and if human ones take back the authority that was given to them to control there will on the other side, we would realize where in time and space we belong to reach that higher plan of existence, But if this happen for every human Time would cease to exist and so would all the physical personification of those that had fallen. when those celestial fell everything that was, and would be from physical emery fell with them, so of these connection/bloodlines will never be re-connection, and some will find a way to connect the ending back to the being and have peace within It like having a family member that you weather not have as blood kin, and a friend that is there for you until the end that how a friend at end times become blood out side the womb, family by faith. Hypothetically, if at the end you had to choose between a family member that had tainted the family bloodline and this action keeps you repeating the same life time over and over and this member never changes his action so that your be able to change yours. Now there is a friend that always places them selves as a bridge to crossover the Stygian River and you always turn away leaving them to repeat there life time, due to this sacrifice. these are the moments that i spoke of in a early blog when you know something should change and finally you know what and when, will you chose differently?

"I think a man's seventy years are few!

of his hundred that are allotted to him as his life span

Thirty are lost

Ten are spent as a foolish child

another Ten spent completely decrepit (lying)

The fifty left divide into days and nights 

only half sees the light of day

what's better than to be happy and at ease?

In an hesitance that only you have conceived

                      black and gray or both sleep the day away"

                                   poem by anonymous

i can remember around the time i was six until adult hood  dream of waking up in the middle of the nights and i would have a need for ice cold glass of water, this occur nearly every night, in the dream I ask my mother why was it that i need water so badly. i can remember her saying that i was either coming or going to Hell. Now i know that needing that water was tool of these entries so that i would forget the dream.

BEWARE

from POEM OF THE END

But for two even mornings 

joy is too small

as you draw inside

turn your face to the wall

for the Spirit' a pilgrim (a traveler)

walks alone its way

let your hearing drop

to the primal clay

 

Adam listened hard

over the sources

hear what rivers veins

are telling their shores.....

 while trying to research my bloodline, needing to know where and from whom i bore from, it was really hard for me. Being that most of Blacks gets to a point in our family tress where the branches becomes to confusing and with the additional problem of trying to figure out to what white master we we traded into. my tree stop at my great great great grandfather who was original one of the white Haitian that left when most of the white's moved to Europe, this is when our religion Voodoo was band from us to practice it and they being practicing Catholicism, buts that another blog I'll get to it in time, its funny how everything is so connect but sooner or later that same connection will lead you astray on the path you started at the being.

                                       https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbxr24EAP3METn-D7Zit-nA

Fallen Angels

From the battle that raged in the heaven  before the beginning of time came 1/3 of Heavens Angels  they are known to us as the Fallen Ones, we are lead to believe that the Angels that fell were of human form but they were not.  The Fallen Ones was Heaves Celestial Beings and the Head of  them was . Lucifer was known as the supreme guardian of God, this meant he was the protector of God, In Ezekiel when the Angels was referred to as being there in the beginning adore with precious jewels, and was beautiful beyond any that God had created, " your heart was lifted up because of your beauty, you corrupted your wisdom by reason of your splendor."  Referring to Lucifer
 The lower ranks are often figuratively referred to as stars, while the highest ranking celestial beings are referred to as sons, who on occasion present themselves before God’s throne.  

During the Battle between the God and Lucifer

THE HAPER'S SONG FOR INHERKHAWY

             Sung by his Harpist for Osiris

    CHIEF of his crew in the place of TRUTH,

                   Inherkhawy, who says

          I am this man, this worthy one,

   Who lives redeemed by abundance of good

                     Tendered by God 

After Heaven Lost Her Chief Celestial Choir Angels

these Celestial beings are call  the 9 Choirs of Angels 

Catholic Order of Angels                                                         Christian Order Of Angels

1. Angels                                                                                    1.Seraphim

2. Archangels                                                                             2.Cherubim

3. Principalities                                                                           3. Thrones

4. Powers                                                                                   4.Dominions

5. Virtues                                                                                   5. Virtues

6. Dominions                                                                              6. Powers

7. Thrones                                                                                 7.Principalities

8. Cherubim                                                                               8.Archangels

9. Seraphim                                                                              9.Angels

Thees Celestrial Choirs where divided into 3 orders 

1. first sphere is he highest ranking of the Angels 1,2,3
2. second sphere 4,5,6,
3. the lowest of the ranking 7,8,9

Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell Me, if you have understanding, who set its measurements? Since you know. Or who stretched the line on it? On what were its bases sunk? Or who laid its cornerstone, when the morning stars [the lower celestial ranks] sang together and all the sons of God [the higher celestial ranks] shouted for joy? (Job 38:4-7, NASB)

Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came among them. (Job 1:6, NASB)

Morning Star is sometime refered to as the Star Of David and also Lucifer (light of the morning star) so to me that would mean David and Lucifer shared the same bloodline.

now if you look at the order and according to which you follow the ranking will be different, and in some religion 3 and 6 are one and the same, so Thrones and Powers same and Principalities and Dominions same
that's why some time you may come across the title Prince and Principalities because whom ever holds the seat of the Throne would be know as the Prince and scripture have us to believe that Lucifer at one time held the Throne and Dominions is referred to as the Devil

Lucifer thoughts became inflated his ego inflated and vanity emerged when he place his self on the throne of God.  This actions cause this Supreme Guardian of God to become His Adversary, and then he sought a higher power than that of God. That would be the Highest of the High.

 You may wonder as i did why one Religion order is one way and the other the opposite, i came to the conclusion perhaps its the same reason when you spell lived backwards its spells or devil. will this may not mean anything to many but kept on research with me and it will so be as clear to you as it was to me.

Once a questions was asked of me are we born with s soul or we issued a soul at the moment of birth?How does a soul determines who's physical body it will reside, we are told that a souls leaves the body once life ceases to exist, so I would adhere to the ladder part of that question that it enters a body at the moment of existence.  But some would say that the movement of conception is the monument of exsitancs, so this leaves of with another answer to find, and always remember life gives you all the answers before the question. 

Mormons view  angels as messagers of God sent to mankind to deliver messages, 
they also believe them to be the spirits of deceased humans or souls that are yet to be born  

So does a soul just occupy any unborn human, or does that deceased humans souls follow the blood line for which its existence began?

Christian view angels as guardians of mankind sent here to help us along the path of our journey here on earth,. now remember that Lucifer was the Supreme guardian for God. So are the sent here to observer the outcome of the choices we make, or are they sent here to keep us on the path for which that already know the outcome of, because they are the past and future of our existence, Being the deceased soul of our bloodline

Catholics view angels

I with my own source of Knowledge believe that the combination of all these religions has parts that connect to what was revealed to me. Angels, Messager for God , (Micheal 2/8) , was sent to do what it must to accomplished the task that it was created to do. With us having free will, be it not the choice of ours but our bloodline from the binging before Thought of Time, it was decided for us, so those Guardians Souls are connected through  Time and Thought. Doing everything in their Power to keep us from repeating wrong decision from the past, send us on a detour from our future

Before God created this physical universe, He created celestial beings. God didn’t just create a handful of them. He created countless numbers of them, perhaps even more than the number of humans currently present on this Earth. 

the only Ones that has the power to change what the  Souls Eye has had  forethought to imagine before

thought of time has a chance to rearrange it  are the Powers of the Souls that had a hand in Thoughts  that were there during the creation of that plan. So when having a moment of deja vu take a second to recall what is wrong in that space and time, is it that moment Life or Death, will you choose Chance or Fate, at this point. Will you change yours Souls planned, and perhaps by changing it you will get back on the right path, or maybe not that's something only you will know at that time, and if there are others with you at that moment, observe who and what they and you are doing, many times your have a intense feeling, either there is something wrong. sometime this feeling is so intense you are unable to stay in the same space that other person is occupying . there will be moment when your physically along.  there will be mornings when  you wake with a Feeling of Confusion, Loneliness, Sadness. Anger and Frustration will come not being able to discern way you feel this way. For me my childhood until the birth of my first child was was morning such as this. It was and still is on a few occasion the worst feeling in the world to be angry and not no why.My mother use to ask me why did i get up and never speak or say good morning to anyone, she told me that i may have been beautiful on the outside, but my attitude made me ugly. I never got upset with her for that because i knew she was right.But i never could understand the reason for those feeling. Now i do


Jude 1:8
" All sinners are spiritually asleep, and their carnal activity is as it were a dream (1Th 5:6, 7). Their speaking evil of dignities is because they are dreaming, and know not what they are speaking evil of (Jude 10). "As a man dreaming seems to himself to be seeing and nearing many things, so the natural man's lusts are agitated by joy, distress, fear, and the other passions. But he is a stranger to self-command. Hence, though he bring into play all the powers of reason, he cannot conceive the true liberty which the sons of light, who are awake and in the daylight; enjoy"8Yet in the same way these men, also by dreaming, defile the flesh, and reject authority, and revile angelic majesties. 9But Michael the archangel, when he disputed with the devil and argued about the body of Moses, did not dare pronounce against him a railing judgment, but said, "The Lord rebuke you!"… 

Now in from my bloodline with is Haitian our religion we call such dreams as Witches riding you Back, or if you See a Cat sitting on top of a Grave that is 2 souls at battle for entry into this realm. My nights were constantly filled with terror, i could never sleep with the lights off or if i did just as i drift of into the realm i call in between half asleep half awake, i could fill them all around me, I never knew how to stop them i was just a scare fight en little girl, always feeling as if i was getting rape while i was asleep. and thing once or perhaps if your bless in a life time your wake up with this feeling of bliss, as if everything is new, yet you know so how from fact that it is not, but still this feeling is, and its one that you will wishes would last for all eternity 

Although my Mother took me to Church regularly i did really understand what the Poacher was speaking about it was just a lot of screaming and shouting to a little girls. My father ( this is my Haitian side)having sight of the forefront oh his warning these awful instances of sinless sins and overwhelming penalty for him and his  bloodline never went to church other than to sing, and boy could he sing he was the equivalent of Marvin Gaye to the religious community. 

Nights of dreaded dreams

When i was young i remember him trying to Pratice is Religion, but like most people my mother thought it to be black magic, which it is not. Voodu was the prevalent religion in Hattie, until the Whites moved to Europe and declared our religion as witchcraft, for there came back around on the Mayflower and burn and one they thought to be a witch. Now you tell me whats the difference between magic and a miracle when so amazing happen to us it was black magic, when it happen to them it was a miracle from the God.

While the Baptist Minster preached of how these dreams was an exasperation of the foul and sinful acts of my forefathers, particularly defiling the flesh. he never explain to a little girl how to rid herself of such thing, but my father even though my mother disapprove taught me how to do what that Messager of God had not.

"During this Battle Between my Soul and  Spirit there raged a ferocious war in my heart  The Soul was air and The Spirit Earth. And the Spirit defeated the Soul, and the Shabbat/Sabbat (Micheal/Cassiel) overcame all the days of the Week (Saturday/Sunday)

When His thought to be loyal Heads fell God Dreams of a Time of Peace for all of his Creation, from The heavenly Celestial Being to us mere human beings fell with them.

Ocean of Serenity Dreams

                                                

continues with Fallen Dreams